敬慕

"To really love a woman
To understand her, you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought, see every dream
And give her wings, when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless, in her arms
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one
Cause she needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really, really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you, til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her, really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
And when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one
Cause she needs somebody, to tell her that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really, really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith, hold her tight
A little tenderness, gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
You really gotta love your woman.

And when you find yourself lyin' helpless, in her arms
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one
Cause she needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really, really really ever loved a woman?
So tell me have you ever really, really really ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really, really really ever loved a woman?"

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Feck off.

 

Croyez

I lost my concentration
No idols to lean on
I'm runnin', runnin', runnin'
There's no place I could go
And while the daylights fades
Dreamland waves with oblivion.

Gimmie somethin' to believe in
Gimmie someone I can trust...

Come on
look me in the eyes
Don't seek refuge in disguise.

Lead me to the rainbow
That stretches across reality
Spike-launched into paradise
Makes the floor taste harder later on.

Gimmie somethin' to believe in
Gimmie someone I can trust...

Tell me where salvation flows
And fears are overcome
I hear voices in the silence
Drawing images of some better world
They were willing but not able
To listen and to penetrate...

Gimmie somethin' to believe in
Gimmie someone I can trust...

Is there sense to get up in the morning
Like one million others do
The infinity of time and space
Drags me into a deep no-where
Where's my dear foundation now
I crave aim and power to go on.

Gimmie somethin' to believe in
Gimmie someone I can trust...

 

Only Time

Who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time
And who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose, only time.
 

Who can say why your heart sighs
As your love flies, only time
And who can say why your heart cries
When your love lies, only time.
 

Who can say when the roads meet
That love might be in your heart
And who can say when the day sleeps
If the night keeps all your heart
Night keeps all your heart.
 

Who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose, only time
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time.
 

Who knows? Only time 

Who knows? Only time.

Knots...

There is something I don't know

That I am supposed to know.

I don't know what it is I don't know,

And yet am supposed to know,

And I feel I look stupid

If I seem both not to know it

And not know what it is I don't know

Therefore, I pretend I know it.

This is nerve-racking

Since I don't know what I must pretend to know

Therefore, I pretend to know everything.

I feel you know what I'm supposed to know

But you can't tell me what it is

Because you don't know

That I don't know what it is.

You may know what I don't know,

But not that I don't know it

And I can't tell you

So you will have to tell me everything.

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Hay algo que no sé

Y debería saber.

No sé qué es lo que no sé,

Y sin embargo debería saber,

Y me siento como un tonto

Si parezco no saber eso

Y no saber qué es lo que no sé

Por lo tanto, finjo saberlo.

Esto me destroza los nervios

Ya que no sé qué es lo que debo fingir que sé

Por lo tanto, finjo que lo sé todo.

Me parece que tu sabes qué es lo que debería saber

Pero no puedes decirme qué es

Porque no sabes

Que yo no sé lo que es.

Tal vez sepas lo que yo no sé,

Pero no que yo no lo sé

Y no puedo decírtelo

Así que tendrás que decírmelo todo.

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R. D. Laing.

Move the Mountain

Would you move the mountain,
Would you build a tower,
Would you drink the sunshine,
Like a wilted flower?

Would you waste that hour
If you knew this full moon would be
The last one you'd see?

Would you gaze in wonder
While the world was turning,
While the moon made quiet
All the years of yearning?

Would the flame keep burning,
If you knew the powers that be
Could set you free?

Don't know why you had to go
In the stormy night, a flame in the darkness
And we'll never really know
If you'll ever see me again.

Swam around in circles,
In the angry ocean
Had a dream of safety
That's lost emotion.

Could a faded notion
Make you find your way back to shore,
Looking for more?

So we head for safety,
But we never get there
And I brush the shadows
From your scary nightmare

On the road to nowhere,
Would you help me carry my cross and set me free?

Don't know why you had to go
In the stormy night, a flame in the darkness
And we'll never really know
If you'll ever see me again...

 

Poem by Elizabeth

(This is something that I wrote in Spanish, and now I've translated into English... So, if some phrases isn't well written, I apologise for that, I'm still learning!)

Winter Rain.

Hostile shadows that it moves
Going here and there
In a wailing ocean
Without finding escape.

The sun and the moon
Have no relevance
For a mournful body
Disguised of...

What's this?
What's the name given to people?
Which megalomaniac entity belong
All these words and all these things?

Traveling in a universe of nothingness
A non existent traveling
Draw the fantasy you want
And delineate your needs.

Irregular encounter
About being and nonbeing
A dream without dream
And time falling down...

Do it already
And don't look behind
Forget why
Forget the afterlife...

But winter rain remains here
Sometimes for days, sometimes for years
And finally, everything is
Much ado about nothing indeed.

♦ Stratovarius ♦

Once upon a time I was the scribe of all my dreams
I’ve seen the years turn into dust, now feel the rust in me
I’ve walked the shores of Avalon, I’ve seen the seasons change
I’ve laughed and cried, I’ve lived and died, but only on the page.

Now all I have, all I am
All I ever was is here, on the page
It’s all the same, it never mattered anyway
It’s all a lie so let it burn.

All empty words and all rhymes will fade
As the light of last candle flickers away
If the story is over, this chapter my last
Let it be my best one, let it be my own.

I hope it’s not too late to learn to live and learn to love
I yearn to fight, to turn the tide before the tender dark
For I never drew the sword from stone, there’s no Helen in my Troy
I stand alone, I stand forgotten, just gazing into the void.

Come night, test my will, test my soul
Test my faith and test my heart, torn apart
Make me strong, make me whole again and
Guide through the dark till the morning comes.
 
All empty words and all rhymes will fade
As the light of last candle flickers away
If the story is over, this chapter my last
Let it be my best one, let it be my own.

"Depends. What depends? Of depending how you look all depends."

 

理解・・・じゃない。

"The king dreams he is a king, and lives
in this deception commanding,
disposing of, reigning, ruling,
And the applause, thus on loan received
so gets in the wind written.
And in ashes Death
will turn him - great disgrace!
Who will dare so to govern
seeing himself come awake
to the sorry dream of Death? 

The rich one dreams of his riches
which more care and comfort yields him;
the poor one dreams that he suffers
his sheer misery and poverty.
Dreams he who to live begins,
and he who toils and pretends,
and he who grieves and offends
and in the world, in conclusion,
they all thus what they are dream
although no one will so see it. 

I dream that I am in here
with these chains and prisons burdened
yet I dreamt that I in other,
more fulsome state saw myself.
What is life? A frantic moment,
What is life? But an illusion,
but a shadow, but a fiction,
and the greatest good is small:
for life is all but a dream
and dreams are just that, they're dreams."

Oh... I already am.

Thoughts ~

Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.

Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air.
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.

Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.

There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a long and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.

Solitude, Ella Wheeler Wilcox (1850-1919)

サスナル • ナルサス

When the soul is o'ershadowed with gloom,
With sorrow, and sadness, and care;
When the future seems dark as the tomb,
And the present a gulf of despair;

When life seems a desolate blight,
A burden we loathe every day;
When hope swiftly wingeth its flight,
And pleasure doth vanish away;

When the soul broods in sorrow alone,
And chides its unchangeable fate;
When the heart seems congealing to stone,
'Neath misfortune's unbearable weight — 

Perchance a sweet, innocent child
Has pressed on your pale cheek a kiss,
And said, "How I love you!" and smiled
With a look of ineffable bliss.

Or perchance an affectionate wife
Has bid you hope on to the end;
Or your hand has been grasped mid the strife
In the warm-hearted clasp of a friend.

When beautiful, eloquent eyes
Look tenderly down on your own;
When hearts with your own sympathise,
And show you, you are not alone;

What a beam of ineffable light,
What a soul-thrilling, heart-cheering ray
Disperses the gloom of the night,
And turns all your darkness to day.

How it gives you new courage and hope,
And lightens your burden of care;
Gives you strength with affliction to cope,
And bids you no longer despair.

(Light in the darkness - George Heath)

Gestalt "Prayer"

I do my thing and you do your thing.

I am not in this world to live up to your expectations,
And you are not in this world to live up to mine.

You are you, and I am I,
and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.
If not, it can't be helped.

(Fritz Perls, "Gestalt Therapy Verbatim", 1969)

I do my thing and you do your thing, 'cause...

You are you, and I am I.

Yeah, people, relax.

 

Happy New Year！

Say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら

ここから先は自分の足で　振り返らずに歩いてゆこう
踏み出す度に道は開けて　ゆくはずだから　前を向いてさぁ

Say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら

全てを受け入れて　次へと進む言葉　さようなら
Say goodbye good day goodbye

君もどこかでがんばってゆくだろう　次会う時が楽しみだねと
思えるように　別々の道ゆくけど心でつながっている

忘れないよずっと
Say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら

みんなと過ごした日々は全てが宝物さ　ずっと覚えてる
全てを受け入れて次へと進むために　さようなら
Say goodbye good day ＆ goodbye

流した涙の意味なんて　心で感じるものだから
答えなんてないの　その度に
新たな自分色の涙　流すほどに深まってゆく
そうして　歩いてゆくんだね

きっと　覚えてる君のことを
振り返ればどんなに小さな事にも全て意味があった
そして今また始まる　新しい世界と私自身の為に
Say goodbye good day goodbye さようなら

全てを受け入れて　次へと進む言葉　さような la la la
出逢いと別れを繰り返して私は何を見つけるだろう
Goodbye good day ＆ goodbye
さようなら　ずっと覚えてる

[KOKIA]

 

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